“I’M LEAVING TO MY DAD’S PLACE .
I’LL BE BACK IN A WEEK
AND DO A FAVOR OF NOT BEING FOOD TO DANGER.
I LOVE YOU.
STAY SAFE.
I’LL MISS U….”
I replied
“I LOVE YOU TOO and
I’ll be waiting for you….”
The first day without him at school was strange. I felt I was an alien in the school. Things seemed different and new to me though I have been studying from 1 year. I missed him every second and when I pass through the places where we sit ,hangout our recess with our friends and when people ask me about his absence, it makes me miss him even more .
I keep scrolling down our pictures and re-read our conversations whenever I get free time .After two days ….
I drove back to home from school and when I reached home, his car was parked in the parking space. My blood rushed through my veins making my heart beat race , I parked my car and ran into the home with all the enthusiasm of his presence , to hold and tell how much I missed him.
In return I find his car keys and the venue to which he wanted me to see me at 7 in the evening.
After reading the note ,
I lost in my thoughts for a while I remembered how much time I wasted . I took an hour to finish all my girly time .
I dressed up in his favorite bottle green knee length frock and a velvet necklace on my neck .
I drove to the place where the note took me , its a place of heaven. The lanterns guiding the path ,the fragrance of tulips and orchids making place a very pleasant one , the smell of water and the wet sand and cold weather making every second of time memorable and perfect.
He opened the door for me , his eyes met mine and we hugged each other out of happiness .
I whispered I LOVE YOU in his ears , he kissed me tenderly expressing his missing. He blindfolded me and lifted me in his arms, he let me on my feet when we reached the place. He unfolded the satin around my eyes to let me explore the place.
It was a wooden house with no doors and the white screens flying so beautifully, the candle lights and the calm waters enhancing elegance to the place .
He stood in blue shirt and black denims so handsome and perfect beside me .
“This is all I could make in a short period of time”, he whispered.
“It’s perfect”, I exclaimed.
“Well, this is my small surprise for you my love”, He said with a smile.
We walked a little distance in silence, then moved forward in silence leaving a few silent minutes where I was lost in my thoughts.
“IF I SAY HIS VOICE IS A WATERFALL OF AMBER IN WHICH I WOULD LOVE TO BURN EACH DAY,
IF HIS LIPS ARE LIKE A MYSTICAL ROSE WITH THE POWER OF HEALING
IF I CONFESS THAT HIS TOUCH IS THE ONLY CIVILISATION I LONG TO EXPERIENCE…..
WOULD IT MEAN THAT ARE WE CLOSE TO KNOWING SOMETHING DEEP IN LOVE??”
He taught me that one cannot take pleasure of being loved without giving love. Every gesture, every touch, every glance brings happiness to the person who knows how to wake up. Celebration of love should not part without admiring each other , without being conquered or being conquered.
I received a text from anonymous person
“Strange question to ask,
but really?
what is it ?
The feeling he has for you.
‘Cause love is a drug that can make a person do crimes in a trance of time……”
Though it is an anonymous text , it struck my brain ..
I went to the trance of thoughts..
“ Is this love?
But really does he feel the same as I feel for him?
Does he gets excited when he see me?
Does he mean losing every bit of himself just for me?
He told that he fell for me .. Now I ask myself, does he?
I know he cares about me, he thinks of me constantly, my high and low tides, I know he wants me to be around me and make me happy, but….
IS HIS FEELINGS FOR ME GENUINE OR AM I BEING PLAYED WORSE THAN CAM NEWTON IN THE SUPER BOWL…?
I just don’t know………..
The felling of fear has begun somewhere deep in the corner of my heart. The fear of loosing him. I’m scared that I will fall head over heals and there will be no one to catch me.
I’m scared that he might not feel the same way. I’m scared that he might leave me all alone and I don’t want that heartbreak and lay on bed weeping again. All I want is positives and none of the negatives . I want that ….. I need that ….. head over heels ….. but I’m no acrobat…
I sat with all the thoughts running on my mind with feet touching the calm waters……
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