Spying on that Girl....

I'm feeling so alone. All my frnds in clg are avoiding me and spreading rumors about me. I have no people to share my thoughts, I don't have any supporters on my side...
I should get that daina back, But how??
May Be if I Spied on her then I can get her back to my side. Yes I will do that and get her..
Tomorrow i will follow her from clg and I will see if I can find any evidence on her.... 

Alone...

I just reached home from college,  It was a terrible day. I was nt even interested to talk about it, But I guess It will be better if I do. So today it was a locker time and I was going to get my books which are locked inside. All of a sudden this girl named Daina comes up with me.
She looks gorgeous and likely she is the most popular girl in my class, She is also a girl like me. So has the nerves to say to my face,' Is it me or is there a ugly girl next to me'. I was about to smack her on her face but it didn't happen because our faculty was walking toward us and later a group of boys came to me and laughed at me.....
why???
..... Did I got such insulted by that damn girl or am I the only girl in class to look such *** to them???? 

Alone in Home...

Once a cold night in a winter. I was alone upstairs in my room. Mom left the home to an another place for two days. She was divorced and is an old drunken woman. I don't even know who the hell is my father, I am 18 years old now and never saw him till now at least in a photo.
It is just me and the time goes by really fast, Anyway back to my horrible life. This is the second time I'm fresher in a university and yes ur guess is correct i failed..!!
I was never good even in my school, Well so wat u gonna do about it now. I always hated to study since the first day i started. Did u understand I'm fed up, God I just hate my life. Sometimes I think of hanging my self and quit this damn life......
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well I'm sleepy, I have class in the morning. I'll write in u later...

continue........

The Book

IT SAID


To my beloved …….
They say that life is easier to kids as they have nothing worse to deal with…..

True that as we grow up we tend to choose  tracks often and yeah sometimes a path full of thorns leading to a well of pain and nothing else….

And here I start my untold story I have loved …..
It was a normal morning as everyday where I struggled to get up from my warm couch  …….

The day started with my running nike shoes and pods pluggged into my ears leaving the world behind me for a while………

.I  loved running  miles in the woods watchings the birds singing their sweet songs,water running down the rocks and the droplets waking up the grass…….

As it was a weekend  I chose to run more and opted the path I never went before. The deeper I went noises faded and the silence won over….

The silence chilled my spine and I started to feel strange ….


Holding my irregular breath I walked deeper ……….

As I went deeper into the woods, I heard sound of water …..

I ran towards the sound and wen I reached the waterfalls place …..

my eyes looked at the beautiful scenary around in disbelief…….

I jumped off the cliff and I  heard the jumping of other person with me…..

My thoughts jumped  from disbelief to suspicious state of mind. My heart beat raced more faster……



When I saw those EYES …….

I missed a heart beat, my pulse got faster like it might explode any second……

Every step he took towards me the more It started to scare a hell out of me…..

When his breath touched my skin on forehead …









IT NEVER HAPPENED IF I CHOSE THE WAY I USED TO….

The Ride

I could name it as

RIDE OF CONFUSION
That ended with a memory that I can never ever forget……



He got up from his couch .Dressed up neatly in his navy blue  muscular shirt vindicating his biceps and his black denims fitting him perfect…

His calvin klein perfume made his look complete….

He rushed up to the car with a gift wrapped in a purple velvet attaché , turned on the engine of his rover and tapped the gas pedal gently that made engine accelerate as smooth as velvet…

I was writing my assignment that I had to submit in the next class of literature and just then I received a text message from unknown private number

PICK YOU IN 15 MINUTES …
I sat there in silence thinking what might happen …..

I realized that time was running out …… though I pretended that I wasn’t interested to go with him…

Somewhere in my mind Iwas excited to meet him …..

My eyes were waiting for his presence just to look at his eyes and listen to his husky voice that makes me go mad about him …..

So I got up and dressed up like I was not interested in going out ..

I was in my shorts and peach coloured crop top and I made my hair into a messsy bun …

I always liked myself in messy buns, it kinda looked cute on me….

I put on my bath and body works sweet pea mist …… one of my favourite brand for mist and its mild fragnance is so refreshing…

I was looking at myself blushing and I heard his car horn…..

I received another text message from him

Dont make come up to the room

Else I’ll have to lift you  to my car

I need you to come down in 5 minutes my arrogant tiffany…
I wanted him to come to me …..

Yes …..

I was becoming his arrogant girl wanted him to show up before I get down stairs and step into his car….

He got perky and came up to my bed room….

Without a word exchange between us ….

He blindfolded me and lifted me up to his car and drove us to the place….

IT IS PLACE WHERE WAVES OF LOVE PUSHES THE OBSTACLES AWAY FROM THE SHORE PROTECTING HER LOVE………
He unfolded my eyes to praise the beauty of the place he took me

The palms around the mansion and the gate opening to the beach …

The drive way decorated with those little earth lamps that work on solar batteries and the lit candles in the garden of thousand species of flora looked heavenly making every second most precious ……

The aroma of flora made my thoughts blank and I was  purely inhaling the beauty of nature …

He hugged me from behind and whispered

I should  thank you for not being hard on me lately…
I turned to him and stared into his eyes……..

He looked different ….

He was peaceful and happy

I leaned foward but he smiled and turned away…

We walked together for a long time watching him and the places he showed with his enthusiasm..

He showed me his pictures beautifully captured with a lot of memories in it …….

I could feel his love in his eyes….

Just then he gets a text which he ignores

The sunset was so beautiful making the place perfect as the prada…….

Sun started to set in the arms of ocean…..

I was looking at the ocean and the sunset standing on the balcony of his bedroom………

He held  me in his arms……..
whispering into my ears …….

Love me like there is something in the air

like its taking our life gently,

If at all we loose our way,

I promise you that

I’ll find you in all the times and

moments where you made my heart skip a beat……

Hugging you here,

I have concluded how it is,

Struggling  to reveal the parts of ourselves…..
I turned to his side…..

He finally whispered those three magical words

I LOVE YOU….

I looked at him with bare soul

Tears were rolling out my eyes out of happiness….

I feel you in every word you speak to me ,

you created a spark that lit my heart..

I tried to run away from this feeling of wanting you ,

Every time I tried you got me dragged to you ,

You have created a perfect magical illusion around me

Now that I admit that I have fallen in love

I want to get lost in,

your laugh,

your demons and your fears…….






He pulled me closer ….

I could feel his heavy breath ………



His fingers ran over my hair ….

He pulled my hair to a side and i felt his breathe on my neck

His breathe made my pulse rate increase at once , my veings got warmer and I got pink……

 He lifter me up to his lips and touched my lips with his so softly and slowly taking my every breath away ….

The sunset and the magical place around me seemed like a fairytale that has come true…..

He smiled at me while his lips continued to kiss me tenderly……..

we parted our lips after few seconds ………

He said

You are so beautiful,

I can almost feel the sun breaking around as you walk into a day dream…

Like a child in cradle ,

pure , gentle and untouched ,

The kind that wasnt ruined

By the chaos of the bad…….
After  listening to his words filled with love….

I stretched to his face pulled him closer and kissed all my happiness to him….

The day ended with his kiss bading a  bye dropping me at my home…

Leaving his thoughts to my brain….

I slept peacefully without any thoughts that disturbed me……………