Beautiful Illusion

next...LOVE….

A word that defines everything in life.It can be different for each person on how they feel when they see their loved one or even think of him/her.



Liking often gets into bad rap as it is commonly confused with lust.



When two people are happens to be in love, they enjoy every initial and small things and feelings. The desire to see each other , talk and spend time together ,learning all those details of eachother ,likes ,preferences,phobia,ups and downs and every inch of a person and as I felt every stage of fondness about him and concluded things to myself that I LOVE HIM COMPLETELY.



Things have changed ,this love is much deeper and infact much different.I always felt love as thing of beauty . The way I soothe yet full of passion similar to the emotions when I first saw him.



In my late night rants to myself and my constant mind wandering habits.I love the idea of being in love and I know how strongly I feel about every emotion anger,hurt,regret,happiness i feel it with everything inside of me. When I’m hurt,it’s like the walls are caving in like I can’t breathe ,time literally stops.When I’m happy ,there is the bright, yellow sunshine walking with me, I can feel the warmth and nothing can break my temperature.



It’s always about him that runs on my mind first and people tell it’s hard to find a true and pure love . Then I must be lucky to find such person.It is so beautiful with him.



He is my comfort during my hardest times, He is my champagne wen I’m on cloud 9. He is my every essence of existence.



Happiness,bad times and holidays whatever it is about , I find myself picking up phone to call him and talk all of it to him.



He gave me the feelings that I have never ever felt before.The connection between us is not something ordinary .He makes me feel wanted,needed and appreciated and it’s always breathtaking to feel such important to him.



The way he appreciates letting all his pride,ego,past away ,The way he makes his time for me , the crazy adventure he takes me ,the way he holds my hand ,teaching me something new .



The way he kisses me a million times , making surprise plans to my favourite places ,dances with me, make my every day special.



He has changed my life , has made me a better person ,the person who kisses my edges and loves all my roughness.



He looks at me like I’m magic .he adores all my imperfections it changed me.



He argues because he cares .He craves the more from me,



He never lets you get away with slacking on my talents.





THEY SAY WE SHOULD “APPRECIATE LITTLE THINGS ,
BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY THINGS THAT LASTS WITH US”.



I capture every small happy moment of us just to remind myself how lucky and thankful to god to find a person like you.



You take a really special place in my life my love, because



YOU ARE THE PERSON I THINK OF WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND LAST ONE WHEN I GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT.



You impact so many things in my life ……



I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE HEART…….

THE MAN OF MY CONSTANT THOUGHT……

Yes….

I’m completely in love with him.I fell asleep to your whispers ,your every words got me deplore into my dreams of ecstacy.

I woke to the chirps of birds and he woke me up with his warm kiss on my forehead and muffled “I LOVE YOU”.I blush like an idiot whenever he said those three words

He made the coffee prepared for me while I finished my chores, as usual we ran to the woods where we met first .

We enjoyed each others company competeting each other and we dint know how much distance we ran and with in a few minutes of time we reached the cliff .

He pushed me into the water and followed me .

when my body touched the splurge of water and the bleakness of water rejuvenated my mind.

I reached his warm hands ,his touch makes me feel secured ,I felt myself around him .

He has found every letters that had slipped my mind

The words i wanted to create for you and I,

He has found ways to steal my stares and the smiles  i never captured ,

He whispered his love into my ears ,

filling aura with his words kissing every speck of my soul,

lifting my hope which brought me to your world.
He kissed me with all the passion of love he had for me.

I let him kiss my soul

 I no longer had the fear of swimming through the dark storms ,

knowing that he would be my light house guiding the shore of his arms.
After few seconds we parted our lips and we moved forward to the shore .

We stood with our bare feet sleeping in the sand as the waves came crashing in.

My mind has locked me in.

I have finally learnt to love?

My heart has finally feels safe as child feels when he is in his moms hands

nestled in his love so happily and safely.
He wrapped me in his warm t-shirt making sure that i might not fall sick.He covered himself in his sweatshirt and we ran back home where he kissed me again bading bye with his crooked smile on his face.

I  got dressed up . I was wearing ash coloured sweatshirts and black denim and i pulled my hair to a pony .winter has begun and the roads were wet due to snow fall.I always liked winter . I liked the wet and coldness

I locked my house and drove to school and I see at the parking lot standing next to his R8 waiting .

He was in his plain white shirt folded perfectly and his blue denims .His eyes are the only i always wanted look first . It was like i could look all his love in his eyes the minute he looks at me.He gave me a quick hug and we rushed to our classes .

We had few class in common where we used to give a cute stares at each other or may be sit with holding hand in hand


DAYS PASSED LIKE SECONDS

MONTHS PASSES LIKE DAYS
And as time passed by my love for him increased

He was the only thing that ran on my mind constantly

HE BECAME MY MAN OF CONSTANT THOUGHT…………